the decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial part in any love
story. it changes the realationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender, because the kiss already has within it that surrender.

friends are like colors of the rainbow;
unique & brilliant alone, but perfect & awesome
w h e n  t o g e t h e r

Be mindful what you toss away,
be careful what you push away,
& think hard before you walk away.

shes done dropping hints
try and& figure it out yourself,
pretty boy

They say in this world, nothing lasts forever
But I don't believe that's true.
'Cuz the way that I feel, when we're together,
I know that's the way I'll always feel for you.

if i looked you straight in the eyes
and told you i wanted to be with you
would you kiss me or walk away ?

& she lies in the grass staring up at the
sky wondering what happend to her life

& just when you think he
doesnt care about you anymore.
he goes and proves you wrong.

she asked
" if i walked away would you come after me ? "
he said
" no "
she turned away crying and& began walking away, and& he grabbed her hand and said
" because i wouldnt let you go "

you care about his life, more than
your life. because let`s face it.
he makes your life worth living.

She just wishes she had the courage to tell him everything.

&& if you ever wonder how a girl survives
just look at who's by her side

"in three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life: IT GOES ON" -robert frost

& i feel just like i`m living someone else`s life
it`s like i just stepped outside;
when everything was goin right

i know this boy and
he does everything
to make me happy.

when you're sure you've had enough of this life...
Don't let yourself go...
because everybody cries...
everybody hurts sometimes...
sometimes EVERYTHING is wrong.

the worst battle is between
what you know and& how you feel

i want to get to a point where no matter what
happens, no matter how long we go without
being together no matter how many fights we
get into, that all we need is a kiss and suddenly
we remember why we love each other

isnt it amazing how you can keep
so much bottled up inside of you,
& you can just walk around &
nobody has any idea.. 

I bite my tounge everytime you come around;
because blood in my mouth is better than..
tears on the ground.
because blood in my mouth is better than..
tears on the ground.

being together is more than just sex and making out.
it's about understanding the other person.
being there for them, talking for hours ;
making each other's dreams come true, being
in love & not needing anything to keep it worthwhile

Don't speak;
I know what you're thinking.

I need to tell you something that will either make us or break us, but I can't live with wondering how things could be without telling you & even though I know that whatever time we have left is little & I know that there's someone else.. for some reason, all the reasons that should be keeping me from saying this just don't matter to me. But I have to tell you before I completely lose myself even more with you. I..I love you. But not the way that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. It's more of I don't know what I'd do without you.

so appreciate the good times
but dont take the worst for granted
you only get so many second chances

here's to the nights that turned into mornings and the friends that turned into family

if i promise not to cry, can you do me
a favor ? look me straight in the eye and&
tell me exactly how you feel about me

We're really young & we're gonna screw up a lot & you KN0W we're gonna keep changing our minds & our hearts & through all that the only real thing we could offer each other Is forgiveness. Don't let yourself get so angry that you stop loving cause one day you'll wake up from that anger & the person you love will be gone
* Dawson's Creek

and the vodka bottle staring back at her will give her the confidence to tell him she loves him, adores him, would be broken apart if she didn't have him. it gives her the confidence to speak clearly, and just to somehow be herself, and if theres a messup, she knows she can blame it on the vodka bottle that night

ill hide behind words of poets,
because im not strong enough to write them myself.

You're so cute when your slurring your speech
But the bar is closing - they want us to leave

She smiles w/ all she has left
yet her tears are left undried
tho she has so much to say
she bottles it up inside
If you look past her - broken eyes -
to a shadow no one sees
a disguise so you wont recognize
That girl's really me

play in the pouring rain, dance when there is no music, walk barefoot in the sand, lay under the stars, love like no other, share secrets with friends, laugh until it hurts, and remember every minutes of it...

cant talk to you anymore
its not that im mad at you
its just that when i talk to
you i realize how much i
love you and& when i realize
how much i love you, i
realize that i cant have you.
which makes me love you
even more . . .

most girls say they want a fairy tale
but you taught me that its not really
what I want. I want someone who will
make fun of me, laugh at my jokes
even if they arent funny & someone
that wrestles with me and doesnt let
me win just because Im a girl; yeah
riding off into the sunset on a white
horse would be nice but playing thumb
war with you seems much better

& shes not like the other girls
when she looks in the mirror, she
doesnt see an ugly & fat girl whos
a failure at life. she sees a girl
who hasnt done much yet & isnt
very pretty -- but whos going to
change the world someday

  tough times don`t last but tough people do  
  fuck your past </3 don`t let it fuck you ..

no one said it was going to be easy
but that doesnt mean we're gonna give up

a friend is someone who
accepts your past
supports your present
and encourages your future

just because i dont wear black
doesnt mean i dont hurt inside
ive been chewed up and& spit out
more times than i can remember.
just because i dont cut wrists
doesnt mean i dont want people to know
how much hell i go through everyday
and& how my fucking fairytale
is no storybook life at all.

loving someone is one thing,
being loved by someone is another
but being loved by the person you love?
thats just [ e v e r y t h i n g ]

no relationship is perfect, ever. there are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. but, the love we have for each other is bigger than these small diffrences. and& thats the key. its like a big pie chart, and& the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. love can make up for a lot

i'm not the type of girl that would get up and leave you
i would never mislead you
because unlike other girls
i love you.

everytime she lauqhs - she hopes
he is watchinq . not so he sees
that she is happy but so that
maybe . . just maybe , he'll fall
for her smile `- just as hard
a s . s h e . f e l l . f o r . h i s

In the best, most desirable way -» you scare me
But I love the way you scare me but it makes me nervous
& then I say or do something really stupid
so I spend all this energy coming up with ideas to be smart
so that you don't think I'm stupid & those ideas inherently
backfire therefore making me look more stupid. It's a vicious circle,
& I'm at the end of my rope cause all I really want to do is
kiss you and i feel if I don't kiss you soon, I'm gonna explode.

She can laugh when she's in pain. She doesn't even have to fake it. But she's still dying inside.  She's just forgotten about it for a second.

the look in your eyes the taste of your kiss
being close as the night grows late.

 any minute im not with you
i hope ill see you soon
theres just something that happens
when you walk into the room
and instantly i feel so complete
it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek
and you give me this feeling
its like no other feeling
but it knocks me off my feet

And she thinks that she will never
have a chance with him... but at the
same time he thinks he will never
have a chance with her. And they
don't even know it yet, but together
are ruining a relationship that could
last a lifetime

he's my best friend..yknow the kind where at the end of the day i love to come home and talk to him on the phone, the kind where i long for the weekend so i can see him. he's more than my best friend, he's my world.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your
friend was a choice, but falling in love
with you was beyond my control.
I love you. (( and i still do ))

you keep wearing your heart on your sleeve,
& you're going to bleed to death.

lifes funny sometimes. it can push pretty hard, like
when you fall in love with someone but they forget
to love you back, like when your best friend and& your
boyfriend leave you alone, like when you pull the
trigger or light the flame and& you cant take it back. like
i said, in sports, they call this stepping up. in life, i call it
pushing back.
- oNE tREE hiLL

why can't i just tell you how i really feel
& not be scared that you'll leave? i wish
for once you could see that i'm just the
type of girl you might need &i know i'm
not perfect & i know i might have some
scars i know that i have done some things
that were wrong you say we're too much
alike & it won't work.. you say we've
tried it before .. life doesn't give many
2nd changes alot but for some reason god
gave us one & i don't want to waste it but
i dont know where to start i'm trying my
hardest to open my heart but i'm just
scared that in the end we won't be friends
& i'll be the one who screwed up again

it's not a lie if you believe it,
it's no mistake if it's always repeated

for once it wasn't black & white
but spelt out in neon lights

I know im made of mistakes,
disapointments and failures
but i promise you there`s a
part of me that is actually
worth keeping

photos fade
people change
but you and& i
will stay the same
best friends to the end

life isnt about being brave
its about having the
courage to continue living

I still have your picture, but I put it in a box .. Along with your notes you wrote to me. I cry almost every time I look at that picture now. And I still have pictures of you in my mind .. Pictures of us holding hands . of our first kiss. I want to rip up your picture into tiny little shreds . But, I want to save it because you're in my memory and I don't want to forget you. I may shred your notes, but I may keep them. I see a picture of you in my mind everyday ..and it won't go away...But, that picture, will eventually fade away .. and so will you.

Well she didn’t choose this role,
But she’ll play it and make it sincere.

you're my colorless rainbow under a cold black sun, i watch you fading like my life from the edge of horizon.

since its been you and& me
things just fell into place
all the bad in my life seemed to erase

Listen, i know i may screw up at times &
that i may hurt you just a little bit but please
know that i love you & as long as you keep
loving me.. i will NeVeR let you down..

true strength is being able to
hold it all together when
no one would blame you for
falling apart

Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness.
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of   what you can't change. Love deeply and forgive quickly. Take   chances, give everything, and have no regrets. Life is too short to  be unhappy. You have to take the good with the bad. Smile when you're sad, love what you got, and always remember what you had. Always forgive but never forget. Learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong but always remember that life goes on...

no more camoflauge
i want to be exposed
and not be afraid to fall

my theory is that maybe, if i keep my distance ..
you'll start to miss me <3

i know what it's like to want
to die. how it hurts to smile.
how you try to fit in, but you
can't. how you hurt yourself
on the outside to try to kill
the thing on the inside.
-girl, interrupted

Tears don't care who cries them
They don't care at all
Anytime a heart starts breaking
They will fall and fall

Just cause I can't go on
Just cause I die when you're gone
Just cause I think of you in bed
Don't let it go to your head
If I looked in your eyes
One, two, too many times
And memorized every word you said
Don't let it go to your head

i was born to be stubborn, a little bit
bitchy, to push people, to push myself
i was taught to never take life for granted,
to live a little, to love with everything i
have. i learned to never give up, to believe
in myself & most of all, to fight for myself

before you go off bragging to all your friends
that you broke it off, i already told them ..
and you know what they said ?
" you're too good for him anyways "

i rip up your picture
i throw out these notes
i turn off our song
and cry even harder
i look at my face
look what you've done, love
you've broken my heart
&& Y0U D0N'T EVEN KN0W iT
thats why i hate you
i hate you because your so beautiful  to me
so perfect.. but unperfect
i hate you because
i love you too much

i HATE THE FACT THAT iM S0 UNHAPPY AT H0ME
i HATE THE FACT THAT i GET CRiTiCiZED EVERY SiNGLE DAY BY MY FAMiLY
i HATE THE FACT THAT i HAVE T0 HiDE TEARS BECAUSE i CAN'T LET THEM KN0W THAT DEEP D0WN i'M BREAKiNG APART
i HATE THE FACT THAT i PRETEND iM HAPPY EVEN WHEN i'M N0T
i HATE THE FACT THAT i CRY MYSELF T0 SLEEP..EVERY NiGHT

hopeless romantics are only hopeless in the eyes
of those who dont believe in romance

since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair
since the first time his hugs eased my pain
since the first time his kisses took my breath away
i knew there was no one else for me

I hope everyone who sees us together
sees just how happy we are. I hope they see the
sparkle in my eyes and I wish they could feel
the butterflies. Then they would understand why
I can't see my life without him in it.

she went dancing in the rain
letting go of all her regret, fear, & pain.
now all she thinks about is how she
can keep feeling this way forever

the next time you think you're
falling in love, smash your head into
a wall, it will hurt less in the end

Did you know she hates arguing,
but is good at it? That she hates to go a
day without talking to you? Did you
know that she loves the way you look at
her or that she finds it crazy that people
can say one thing but totally feel another
way? Open your eyes kid.. she's crazy about you.

Kiss me like my lips are poison, and you have a death wish tonight..

did you know that her favorite color is pink? or that she's terrified of spiders . . that she can't sleep without loads of pillows next to her? or everytime she thinks of you, she smiles? she doesn't wanna care for anyone, she thinks it's just a way of getting hurt ;; did you know that she hates arguing but it is very good at it, that she hates to go a day without talking to you . . but what bothers her most is when someone walks into her life, knowing that they can't stay

behind my smile hides a million tears
im a strong girl. keeping everything in line
even when the tears are streaming down my face
i still manage to say " im okay " <3

you stand in the line just to hit a new low
you're faking a smile with the coffee to go
you tell me your life's been way off line
you're falling to pieces everytime [ <3 ]

& she laughs at all the rumors
she hears about herself cause
she loves to hear those desperate
attempts to bring her down

so play me back that song
from that night
the night we fell so hard <3

i want to be the girl he's scared to lose. the one he can't
walk away from knowing she's mad at him. the one who
he can't fall asleep without her being the last one heard'`
the one he wouldn't know what to do without

i want a boy who would hold my hand
in line at the mall and& make all the girls jealous.
i want someone who would sing to me at random moments.
someone who is more goofy than romantic.
a boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when im
acting dumb. someone who would bet kisses that he could beat
me at all the old playstatiion games and& then let me win.
a guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.
he'd play with my hair all the time and& surprise me with 25 cent
rings. someone who i could share lollipop with and& lay on a
blanket with to count the stars. we'd buy tons of disposable cameras
to take the silliest pictures of each other and& squirt waterguns at each
other in the house, but mostly someone who would be my best friend
and& would never break my heart. he would just always make me smile

You know, when it works, love is pretty amazing.
It's not overrated. There's a reason for all those songs

walking down the hall with her head held high, every hair is in place. she sees a friend and waves. wearing a smile on her perfect face. friendly, smart, beautiful. everyone adores this girl.. seemingly content her head in a while and inside she's unhappy and she doesnt know why. she lays in bed at night and cries she doesnt know what causes the tears.how could this princess have insecurities and fears ? she has it all. a pretty smile,many friends,a great guy, the newest trends..her family has money and she gets good grades. has her own car and ..her make up never fades. always looking happy every single day. but inside she's feeling a different way this wonder girl. she's everyones dream<3 but things aren't always what they seem.

You can try your hardest, you can do everything and say everything..
but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore..
they aren't worth worrying about...it's important to know
when to let go of someone who only brings you down.

They all wanted to be her - thinking her life
was just perfect - she was pretty, popular,
and had everything but what they didnt know
is she would give it all up for one peaceful
night one night where her dreams weren't
haunted with memories of him

People say the best things in life are not seen thats why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, and dream....but what if they were tears of hurt and pain, and the dream became a nightmare, and that kiss was your last......

it's eating at me like cancer
& i need to know the answer ;;
it's simply [yes] or [no]
should i love you or just let you go

The answer to each moment must be yes
And the question: can you live with that?
Becomes the test
So you weigh it against that aching in your chest
And that secretly relentless emptiness
And you talk it out and you talk it down
But your eyes are not listening
And my ears are running around
Looking for another song to sing

Oh we're so young but so desperate for attention.

&& we'll rip,
our tear drenched,
photographs apart<3

You won't ever know how much I love you.
` Cause you won't give me a chance to show you. <3

Apologizing is like white-out. It covers up the mistake,
but it never totally goes away.."

While youre at home
thinking about him...
you can be sure that
he's out having a
good time not thinking
about you.

Love is never worth it, if you're not willing to try.

boy i feel sorry for you.
there was a girl that would have
done anything for you..
she might not be theprettiest or
thesmartest but..
i can guarantee you..
she would have given you the world

memories of better days
turn the pages back to a faded photograph of
memories of yesterdays
the years'll pass by but they'll never bring me back to you

&' i need you now tonight ; &' i need you
more than ever &' if you only hold me
tight we'll be holding on forever &' we'll
only be m a k i n g i t r i g h t __'cause
we'll never be wrong together

Bitter and hardened heart
Aching && waiting for life to start

and she was
his beautiful
mistake.

My fingers ache from clenching this fist
and my eyes still burn
and I'm pouring my heart through
these telephone wires
I'm getting the notion
that you've become tired

&& we drew chalk hearts
on the sidewalk in the park
& the rain washed them away.

&& no matter what happens, or how much time goes
by i could never forget the first time you looked at
me && i fell in love with your eyes.

She walks by and every head turns;
you can see how hot her fire burns.
I guess he didn't know,
what a good thing he had.
Well it's too late,
and that's too bad.

To a girl who never fit in, consider this a letter you'll never get or never know I sent I know he's hurting you but it's alright. It'll work out, because it always does, it always does

speak to me && tell
me something so typical
a lullaby or something miserable
that will keep me up at night

so scatter me across the sky ill shine all night and just like a star ill fall for you

I know how numbing the pain of hating yourself is. You know, it makes you just want to push everybody away especially the people who care about you the most. But you can't. Not if you plan on ever being happy.

Sometimes on those nights that I just can`t fall asleep it isn`t because I`m not tired. It's because I'm up thinking about where I would be without you && I`ve learned that it`s possible to do the impossible. I`m able to dream the un-dreamable, replace the irreplaceable but most importantly never forget the unforgettable all while spending the most important times of mine with the person I love the most.

and we painted crooked lies
but we danced in perfect time
to a love so much refined
we know not what it is
until it is dullen like wine

I realize now that it's over.
That there's no point.
That there's no chance.
I know all this and yet, i still have hope that you'll
come back to me. It's that hope that is slowly killing me.

there are 6,470,818,671 people living
some are running scared, some are coming home
some get through the day by lying, others are just
now facing the truth, some aree evil warring the good
and some are good struggling with the evil
six billion people in the world, six billion souls,
and sometimes all youu need is 0NE
- 0NE TREE HiLL –

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and
then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again.

So if one day I start to matter
Go ahead && let me know.

beautifuly broken ..
& i dont care if i show it..

&& F0R 0NE DESPERATE M0MENT
THERE HE CREPT BACK iN HER MEM0RY.
iT'S S0 PAiNFUL WHEN S0MTHiNG iS
S0 CL0SE YET STiLL S0 FAR 0UT 0F
HER REACH..

I dont think you understand how hard it
is to talk to you as ' just a friend'.
I wanna tell you how much you mean to me,
but I just never can

one day you'll wake up and
realize you really do love her
and she'll be waking up next
to the one who already knew

she sits alone in a smoke filled cafe
she's all of nineteen
she got a look that tells the truth when she lies.

&& i've fooled myself for a little while.
thinking everything is okay trying to hide it with a smile.
im trying to act like it's all a dream..
but everything starts to fade..& this is all more real than it seems
yeah im tryin my hardest to keep everything okay,
but this is life, && you don't always get your way.
even if i go to sleep with tears streaming down my cheeks at night
i know life is tough..&& it's alright

She's serenading herself cuz nobody's there
She's celebrating herself cuz nobody cares
She's serenading herself

im not saying i dont want you
cause believe me i do, im just not
... going to chase after you ...

ask anyone. When your name
comes up in conversations-
my eyes sparkle & my smile shines

Because these are my last words,
&& this is my last breath,
I'd give you everything,
If there was something left.

do you know what it's like,
to be around so many people
&& yet feel so alone?

when your sad, they say "think of the good times"
but how can you when it just makes you `sadder*
because you soon realize what your missing

and i know you have a heavy
heart; i can feel it when we kiss

well baby, you
may have my
heart, but he
has my body.